How do you stay creative during awful times?

I’ll be honest: Sometimes, you don’t.

I’ve been perpetually reading the news (and largely *not* reading social media) for weeks, feeling alternately horrified, furious, and despondent about the future. Feeling nervous about wearing a Star of David in public and then stubbornly doing it anyway. Feeling guilty about being able to do something normal like celebrate Halloween, and then stubbornly doing *that* anyway because the people who hate you don’t want you to be happy. And then watching bad horror movies at night to give my brain a rest. Where am I writing in all this? Not much. Writing generally doesn’t look like “work”; it looks like the writer is zoning out in front of a screen or a notebook. But at some point the writer will tap the keyboard, or grab the pen, and create words. I keep getting stuck in the zoning-out phase, too snarled up for words.

Anyway. I’m not a fan of those writing “rules” in the first place: *You need to write every day or you’re not a real writer, you need to write 5,000 words a day or you’re not a real writer.* That’s nonsense. People have jobs, families, they have to do laundry, they have to feed the cat, they have to go vote, they have to get the car fixed. You write what you can, when you can, and you learn what you can from the writing. I’m not working on much right now, and the short story that would normally take me a few days is taking weeks. So be it. The story will wait for me. It will be there when I’m ready to finish it. So will all the other stories.

How do you stay creative during the awful times? Get through the awful times first. Then focus on being creative.

My updated list of organizations to donate to is below; new additions are at the top and this is not in any order of importance. Stay well, stay safe.

Erika Dreifus runs the terrific The Practicing Writer e-newsletter for poets and authors; she posted a list of organizations to help. Her post is well worth reading.

Journalist Sonia Weiser has launched a GoFundMe to start a Middle East Conflict Reporters Therapy Relief Fund to help journalists deal with the trauma of covering the Israel-Gaza war (speaking from experience, journalists are frequently underpaid and do not always have great health insurance)

Sulala Animal Rescue is the only animal rescue shelter in Gaza; it’s raising funds through Animals Australia

National Council of Jewish Women is a women- and family-centered social justice group that’s raising funds to provide basic needs, counseling, and advocacy for women and families impacted by the Hamas attack

Women Wage Peace is a women-led, nonpartisan grassroots group that advocates for a diplomatic solution to the Israeli-Palestinian conflict

World Central Kitchen is feeding displaced families in Israel and working with a local partner in Gaza to distribute meals to Palestinians

Soroka Medical Center is handling the emergency medical response in Israel

The JDC helps Jews and others in crisis around the world

Save the Children is trying to get needed supplies into Gaza

American Friends of Magen David Adom is Israel’s first aid/first responder service

United Hatzalah is a volunteer emergency medical services organization that operates across Israel

Americares is trying to assist with people’s medical needs in Gaza

Doctors Without Borders is trying to assist with people’s medical needs in Gaza

The International Committee of the Red Cross is providing medical supplies and household items to people in Gaza and trying to help people in Israel locate missing family members

The Forward has a longer list of organizations that need help. And CNN has set up a fund that allows you to donate to multiple organizations at once, including several listed above.